Well I am ridiculously hopeless when It come to blogging....I'm SORRY :(
I have had a really hard time with the whole "comp prep" but who doesn't. BUT I am getting there.. I am very happy to say....
A few things have happened.... I have a new coach.... Ellena is fantastic but in all honesty I was the first person she prepped. She was hardcore which is also ok, but "I" felt like because she didn't have a problem sticking to the diet she didn't really understand why I did.
I'm seeing people to help with the self sabotage thing I do.... so I am confidant I am on the right road.
Thanks Hannah, Shannon and everyone that has given me kind words and support. Its kept me treading water as My family arnt as supportive.
Thank you. !!