So its getting close... real close!!
How am I feeling? well ...ok, I feel like I have soooo far to go and so little time to do it in. But today I have come to the conclusion that I have given it all Ive got. Im dissapionted in myself already knowing just how much I have cheated along the way (diet wise) Im even a little angry at myself about it but I do have to let it go.
I talk to alot people along the way who say things like " I never cheat" It makes me feel een worse!
I am still VERY heavy on the scales above the 70kg mark... now tell me, how in hell could I even be close to where I am supposed to be when Im still above 70kgs!! F*#ck it!! I have a hurdle exam on monday which will determine if I continue in a particular course and OF COURSE its the hardest part of the course its on anatomy!!! easy you say. I dont think so....
WE have to know ALL bones and muscles there origin, insertion, action and Innervation!! good luck to me :(
If ever there was a time for me to quit it would be now!
70 kgs WTF