A new chapter

Well It sure has been a while!

I have been so busy its not funny. The family and I are moving to Melbourne on Dec 1st, Brad will be leaving next Friday to drive down and I will be spendinf another week with my dad and sisters on the south side of brissie, before I take the girls down.

A couple Of thing to report;

Post comp: feeling much better now, getting back on track! Weight : 76 so thats + 7kg from comp day weight, I feel every gram,lol.

I have a new trainer Ellena Tsatos

she is friigin awsome and want to have me ready for the INBA in April, we will see. I was thinking the All Females, but she wants me to do both.

Training is intense, I try to lift as heavy as I can, thats what I am used to, but she wants me to train a lil different, and I am cool with that.

I have been studying for exams which are on Monday, Wednesday and Friday next week. Physiology and Anatomy....... need I say more!

Im working on losing a few kgs before christmas, I wanna sit at no more than 5kg above comp weight, however I do have to come in MUCH leaner this time. Im working everyday at making this a lifestyle thing, so Im not getting to upset about setbacks at all.

well Ihope everyone else is doing well, and thanks to you all for your support.

T.

If you think you cant. MY before and afters!!

I was so embaressed I made sure my sister cut of my head so the people at the pharmacy were I got my film developed wouldn't know it was me. :(

SAY WHAT !!!!

hahahah thought this was appropriate with how Im feeling :) lol

Well this aint much fun!

Well long time no post , thought i would visit blog land and see how everyone is doing. Personally I feel like a 10 tonne tessie and feel horrible. A lady at my gym asked me this morning if I was feeling Sad or angry beacuse I dont look like what i did before, that and the fact the I dont think I have had ONE clean day since comp,lol. Whoops a daisy :)

My answer was NO! Im not sad and Im not angry, I mean sure it would be nice If i could easily get back on track but its very, very hard at the moment. I am struggling with the fact that If I want to look like that all the time, I am going to have to be strict like that all the time. Am I ready for that? Do I want it that bad. hmmmmmmm

So every night before I have been going to bed I have been telling myself that I wall get back into it, I know I will.
But Im not waiting for bedtime anymore, today I was fine till lunch then being lazy instead of cooking some vegies I ate bread with lemon spread, 2 icy poles and a fun size chocolate. Now normally I would keep eating crap, but not this time. Im not going to lose another day to absolute bullshit excuses. Im hardening up! It has only been three weeks since comp, I cant have completely undone my hard work.

Mentally I feel fine, which is strange, I guess its cause I have been here before. Hope everyone else is having an easier time post comp.

Peace,
T.

Got my professional pics !!

And I can say I am STOKED with how it turned out, I was far from perfect but alot better than what I thought I was. Thankyou so much to you ladies who gave me so much support!! especially..... Shannon, Vicki, Tara, Kristin, Hannah. xoxo

Bring on next year!!!!!

COMP PICS :)

SO..........

I got some great feedback from the judges which was awsome, they said it was my legs that let me down, and although I had "sensational" thickness,lol I was NOT lean enough. But i did know that. So im going to bunker down and work on that over the next 6 months and see what happens, I cool with how I went, I placed 4th it was a great line up and we all deserved to be up there. I was stoked to get a call out!!

I was told I had the best abs of the day!!!! thats right the DAY WTF!!! gotta be a lil chuffed with that,lol. Very happy :)

Hannah and Kristen were beautiful and it was so good to be there with people who were genuine and passionate about it!! congrats girls WE MADE IT!!!

PS Shansky... thankyou for being my slapper I know you enjoyed it so,lol..... seriously though I knew i had some work to do when she was slappen away and everything was moving. I said " haha Shannon, that shouldn't be moving like that should it, lol" she looked at me and just had a giggle.... that was when i knew. hahahahha

Opinions please!!!

Tell me what you think of my make up!!!

So this was a trail run and Im doing it myself so its not the best but it will have to do! but please any advice would be awsome :)